i took all my courage to make a decision- to walk away from passion. after 2 days of no phone/communication _i found myself with him. he found me.
so, he came back. crap, my plan has been sabotaged!
I use to be so strong-willed, now i know what makes me weak. my kryptonite ~ HIM.
1 smile, 1 look, and all my fears were gone. pretty crazy this thing called Love.
The storm is over(i wished even with our situation) we spent like madmen kissing, running, eating 'lelot' in the rain with our trusted friends. there's no bestest way to wake up in the morning and savoring the well-known Mabalacat Lelutan :P
took him at the bus station, i watch him leave as i watch him come back again& again
he must have had some sort of Magic glue in his hand when he first held mine; coz up till now- it didn't let go.
he was pretty busy with his budding career and extravagant surrounding there while i was busy formulating solutions here. obviously; i didn't have fun.
it is best, yes BEST not to put labels on myself as to what i am in his life. for it;s true, who am i?
but as my title means. if i love you enough, i understood that i have to LET U GO, in order to HOLD YOU. I must opened up my hands and let you soar, let you FLY...
you have so much in store for you; i only wish the best. use your wings for that success a boy like you deserves.
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let go of wants, let go of expectations, let go of demands. just YIELD...
if we are right, the time will come.
